Feeling despair for paying a cost
But I don't know how much
I don't know what I lost
The gift keeps on taking
You just want it done
A week is a lifetime
Five years is a month
My nieces and nephews
They grow and they thrive
I think about them
I should be in their lives
Wanna live in a world
That I saw in a dream
Where there is no pain
That goes unredeemed
And you don't care about the book
You just wanna finish it
And they think I don't know what I'm talking about
I'm not dumb baby I'm just zoomed out
About that, yeah, I got my doubts
I'm not dumb baby I'm just zoomed out
We walked along the frozen basin
You stabbed the ice and stuck your hand in
If you zoomed out with an underwater camera
You'd see a light and you grabbing at water
And even if you felt your hand on a fish
I know that you would not go through with it
All your decisions you've already made
Even if it doesn't feel that way
I'll wear your sweater unless you're here first
I'm feeling sick I hope it doesn't get worse
The day I met you, I bought some smokes
Then I threw them out, but I kept the box
And all of the vampires tonight on the drink
And if you zoomed out there's more than you'd think
And all your decisions you've already made
Even if it doesn't feel that way
Some catchy tracks on here, and my guy is not afraid to rip a guitar solo. Sounds like Daniel Johnston country at times, and the album cover looks like a hip-hop record. Cidimon Arustavi