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Try Not To Laugh

by Graham Hunt

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1.
Scraping up the scraps from the wreckage of your whirlwind Blackened sulfur in the sand It's so satisfying The excess getting caught in the cracks in the pan Sharpening your claws like the cop that draws the short straw And has to drive the rainbow car All his black-market hobbies Make sure that he's always bathing in the tar But it's entertainment if you want it to be It's all entertainment baby to me Whisper to me that it's liberating Cause everything is entertainment baby Silent rave on ice he got frozen in the tide So I jump up for you when I spawn You snatch me up and Relieve me from the creek where I've been swimming wrong Other songs pass by like truckers with their beams high Splash the molding from all sides Wiping off your face you say I'll stop talking shit cause it's undignified
2.
Taste 03:10
One day you'll ride a rhizome A wood car that runs on hormones Defaulting on all loans I don't buy it, they're unrequited Lines of flight to the scratch-off vendor Pass em' out with a pen and paper Cross em' out and write your own numbers Cause I want some semblance of independence But I just get a taste of it I just get a taste of it I just get a taste of it I just get a taste and then it's gone Jump behind if you can stand it Proof of grace has to be managed Knee to eye and then you vanish If you hate it, accelerate it Every day I play along Now and then I feel there's something wrong In the near future there's a silver tide Nothing human makes it out alive Except me except you except them, accept
3.
Ten staggered automated voices on a loop Give me the special with wheels I gotta get out of the soup I won't even pack, the ley lines just point straight to you In your glossy white cinderblock no-window room There's an old man blasting slow jams at the stop sign As you catch me up on your life since your dog died Well Molly's in heaven with a rope in her mouth Growling and daring God to pull it out And when the song ends, run it back You're my emergency contact When my whole world is under attack You're my emergency contact I know the screen it will never leave you alone And you're constantly haunted by ghosts inside of your phone That's the revenge from all of the people who died The people who died when the world industrialized Driving down 94 the power grids on fire Don't get out of the car until the song is over Trash out the window like it's 1986 Cause you wanna show this neighborhood how the world really is Settling into dirt on the move When sparkling weight manifests on the moon You got too many memories you don't remember them And if you keep bumming cigs you'll be buying packs again
4.
Zoomed Out 04:26
Feeling despair for paying a cost But I don't know how much I don't know what I lost The gift keeps on taking You just want it done A week is a lifetime Five years is a month My nieces and nephews They grow and they thrive I think about them I should be in their lives Wanna live in a world That I saw in a dream Where there is no pain That goes unredeemed And you don't care about the book You just wanna finish it And they think I don't know what I'm talking about I'm not dumb baby I'm just zoomed out About that, yeah, I got my doubts I'm not dumb baby I'm just zoomed out We walked along the frozen basin You stabbed the ice and stuck your hand in If you zoomed out with an underwater camera You'd see a light and you grabbing at water And even if you felt your hand on a fish I know that you would not go through with it All your decisions you've already made Even if it doesn't feel that way I'll wear your sweater unless you're here first I'm feeling sick I hope it doesn't get worse The day I met you, I bought some smokes Then I threw them out, but I kept the box And all of the vampires tonight on the drink And if you zoomed out there's more than you'd think And all your decisions you've already made Even if it doesn't feel that way
5.
Screen on your gravestone no running water Documents are forged to get us out faster You're only a pilot if you're flying a plane And if you try to impress them you've already lost the game Sun went down across state lines so far away from you Peeling back the layers of why I miss you like I do You indulge me every chance I get to make myself a fool Remember times when I would never miss one as a rule Went down to the service cave surrounded by the wires Beauty pageant static and self-extinguishing fires There's tunnels in the basement the spread out into the town And every time you use the bed you'll wake up on the ground Tashmere gridlock, all lore and no plot Can you put the bones outside the yard And keep it light when things get hard String lights on wraparound porches nailed to a tree Rocking chairs high in the pines as far as you can see Every night the ghosts leak out the hollows in the bark Domesticated in the daylight feral in the dark
6.
Hills and ponds and marshes The sprawl of prefab homes I cannot tell the difference Between these things anymore They just pass by I pay no mind They're just the background But one day I romanticize When it's a dog pound Seeing the world in a new way Distilling it down to its core Waking up in a strange place Can't find the light can't find the door On Darbo drive a dead beehive Under the daycare And I've passed by a hundred times Has that always been there?
7.
Do you know every time you smile it makes my day And it's long but every hour within me it stays And I've been chasing, hesitating to go fast And I'm not used to, but it's nice to for a change being chased back And I've been told To trust your instincts really is an art Cause before I didn't and it really broke my heart And our minds both flail and spit and interrupt But one's always waiting for the other one to catch up I've been so tired for a month straight Hoping that you'll feel the same way You do so much to convince me Thank you for not giving up on me
8.
Two floors, barefoot in the motel parking lot Lie so much, can't tell when I am or when I'm not I got the serial number fully filed off Three hearts carved into the handle of the car I'm leaving in the morning Rosemary Fabian Here you had me thinking we were friends My radio is saying We can stop the violence Don't they know that nothing ever ends I know you criticize what you don't understand But I love the things I don't, and I hate what I can I can't do math but I can feel it everyday Unseen formulas that shape and shift my way

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released December 15, 2023

Mastered by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering

Try Not To Laugh
Recorded and mixed by Logan Severson
Drums and Violin by Isaac deBroux-Slone
Bass and Viola by Shannon Connor
Trumpet by Rhea Martinez
Tambourine by Stu Manley

Taste
Recorded and mixed by Graham Hunt
Drums by Sahan Jayasuriya
Piano by Emili Earhart
Backup vocals by Ivette Colón 

Emergency Contact
Recorded by Graham Hunt and Shannon Connor
Mixed by Matt Schuessler
Drums by Isaac deBroux-Slone

Zoomed Out
Recorded and mixed by Graham Hunt
Drums by Sahan Jayasuriya
Piano by Emili Earhart

Tashmere Anthill
Recorded by Graham Hunt and Neal Jochmann
Mixed by Graham Hunt
Synth and keyboard by Neal Jochmann
Drums by Luis Acosta

Seein' the World
Recorded by Graham Hunt and Shannon Connor
Mixed by Kyle Gilbride
Drums by Shannon Connor and Isaac deBroux-Slone
Organ by Shannon Connor
Synth solo by Isaac deBroux-Slone

Options in Community Living 23
Recorded by Graham Hunt and Shannon Connor
Mixed by Graham Hunt
Keyboard by Shannon Connor

Rosemary Fabian
Recorded and Mixed by Shannon Connor
Drums by Sahan Jayasuriya
Piano by Emili Earhart
Keyboard by Neal Jochmann

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